Friday, June 26, 2009

This stinks

I feel terrible and don't know what to do with myself. I hate feeling like this and really want to be able to just snap out of it, but I can't. I'm really worried that I'm on this amount of medication and still feel terrible. I've had awful thoughts going through my head this morning and I don't really feel safe and don't know what to do to make that change.


Periwinkle said...

Have you thought that the way you are feeling now may be caused by, or at least made worse by, the new medication? Maybe you should make another visit to whoever prescribed it and tell him about it?

mumprime said...

This is indeed possible, I had a follow up with her on Monday, but she felt we should leave things the same. My next follow up is next Thursday. I will call on Thursday this week if things aren't starting to change, she only works Monday-Thursday and previously there have been times I should have called, but procrastinated and ended up with crises on Friday/weekend.